I've bought pen and paper and started to keep a journal.
Writing there is better that writing here, so no more posts about me, myself and I.
Just a quick note tonight.
Loads of anxiety today, so I bought a sandwich and had a "walking" lunch.
Two immediate results:
Pain in my hips and legs, which most likely means that I should walk more.
Amount of anxiety much lessened in the afternoon.
If it only wasn't so boring,
walking from point A back to point A is not my idea of a good time.
I've decided to start posting here again. I have a permanent account so why not use it.
Feel free to unfriend me though, since I'll be using this as a sort of therapy.
I am very depressed right now, and I think it would help to write some stuff down.
Who I am, who I want to be, what I believe... Stuff like that.
I got my yearly raise today.
First my boss told me that I'm the best java programmer in the universe, (I'm slightly exaggerating),
then he gave me a tiny tiny raise.
It always makes me sad when that happens, if I'm such a great programmer why can't he show me
by actually giving me a big raise. I feel as if he doesn't mean it, he thinks I suck, but flattery is free.
I feel like a failure.
(Sorry for spoiling your nice friend page, just needed to vent a bit.)
Out walking last night I found a shop selling refrigerators.
Googled it when I came home and it's apparently italian.
I guess it's because i'm a nerd, but I found it highly amusing.
Ha, it's been exactly one year since my last post. Talk about procrastinating.
I went to the comic book shop today. I had 23 comics waiting for me, (mostly Fables and Echo).
Talk about procrastination, I should try to go there more often.
I also brought home the latest volume of Girl Genius, and "Mouse Guard - Winter 1152".
All in all, a successful expedition.
Wonder if it's possible to make a career out of procrastinating, it seems to be the only thing I'm good at.
I had a hard time falling asleep last night.
Last time I checked the watch it was past 2 o'clock in the morning.
And when I finally fell asleep I dreamt about not being able to fall asleep...