Fredrik M Lundh (dominicflandry) wrote,
Fredrik M Lundh

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When depression is good for you...

Know what I did today ?

Bought an apartment.
Or rather signed the papers for it.
I still need to get the loan approved, (hopefully not a problem since I work at a bank).

Normally my depression goes away in the beginning of january, but this year it's still here.
Which means that I'm totally cool about the whole buying apartment/borrowing large amounts of money thing.
If I had not been depressed, then I would have been totally stressed out and exited about the whole thing.
Now, I really couldn't care less. Which actually feels pretty good all things considered.
(this part makes sense to me, okay!)

But just imagine, if I walk slowly it will take me 5 minutes to get to work.
From now on I'll have 2 whole hours more of free time, each day, (well, I guess it's more like 1 hour 50 minutes, but anyway...).
Maybe finally I'll get the sleep I wish I could get every night.

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