Fredrik M Lundh (dominicflandry) wrote,
Fredrik M Lundh

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What I did this summer

I bought a TV and talked to a doctor about getting pills for my depression.

I have been clean for almost three years but after my vacation this summer I just couldn't take it any more. I really needed to play Final Fantasy VII. I even tried to play it on my PC but it's just not the same. So I bought a TV. The first few weeks I spent a lot of time watching CSI, some other CSI, something that almost was CSI, ER, Scrubs, and any SF I could find. I calmed down after a while and only watched the Simpsons, and now I hardly ever turn it on. I haven't even finished the new game of FFVII I started when I bought the TV.

I also, finally, got fed up with feeling depressed and having anxiety all the time.
So I talked to my local doctor. She wrote me a recipe for some pills and I bought them the same day. It only took 2-3 days for me to notice the difference. I'm not sad, no attacks of anxiety, my brain seems to be back in working order and I can actually concentrate at work.

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