Fredrik M Lundh (dominicflandry) wrote,
Fredrik M Lundh


I went to see my doctor yesterday, she did what I wanted and prescribed some antidepressants for me.
Lately I've been feeling more and more like shit, and I got fed up with it.
I tried pills last year so I know they help, at least for a while.

The doctor wants me to find someone I can talk to, the whole therapy thing.
I guess I should try it again, even though I don't know what to talk about...

She also said that she thinks all my problems would disappear if I had a girlfriend.
I don't know about that.
Last year I met a woman, no names, let's just call her the Woman of my Dreams.
I've known tWomD for years, but this was the first time I've met her when she was single and looking.
(or at least the first time I've been aware of it)
I tried hitting on her... Conversations over mail, lunch a few times,
but after a while I realized that I just couldn't be bothered with it.

This is tWomD, if she told me that she would marry me but only if I cut my right arm off, I would most likely cut it off.
If I can't be bothered to hit on her, how likely is it that I'm going to find someone else?
Not likely.
Tags: depression

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